Why can’t you start?
Because cleaning, although it seems simple, involves symbolic decisions:
Letting go of objects from the past can mean letting go of versions of yourself.
Organizing a space can force you to confront emotions you’ve been avoiding.
Opening a window can reveal an inner space you didn’t know was painful.
That’s why you keep putting it off. Because cleaning isn’t a physical act, it’s an emotional one.
And also because, in many cases, you don’t feel worthy of a peaceful space. This is more common than you think. Jung called it self-sabotage: that inner force that pushes you away from what would be good for you because your subconscious is still trapped in pain.
Profound change begins small.
You don’t need to clean your entire house today.
You don’t need to become the most organized person in the world.
You just need to choose a corner.
A drawer.
A table.
A corner.
When your soul sees you starting to move, it joins in. And then what was once a burden becomes momentum.
Your environment changes when you change.
And you change when you decide to listen to the message behind the clutter.
